| not sure why im writing in this...
no one ever reads it, or comments lol
hence the reason for my lackage of posts (sorry fred, the word just fit :D i hope its ok i "borrowed" your word lol)
anyways, the past two days have been amazing. MSBOA festival was this weekend, it was AMAZING!!! i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE hosting, its awesome, and AVONDALE HIGH SCHOOL SYMPHONIC BAND IS GOING TO STATES!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSS! im sooo excited about that! one of the most memorable moments: me and jenny h. running down the hall to to auditorium soo excited cuz we got a 1 and me screaming it to cassandra and getting shhhhed lol, oh man it was amazing me and jenny were screaming and running like crazy! lol
and i cant forget that hott guy from Utica ( i think) man i cant even remember the band i guided lol, anyways me and merica were band guides for them friday, and this guy was really hott from percussion, but merica thought he was gay, psha whatever, but he kept looking at me!! oh and i so totally told that other guy where the better drinking fountains were! haha, you had to be there..
im really excited for pit for Beauty and the Beast, its going to be amazing and there are clarinet solos!!! yes!!! i cant wait!!!
recently, i've been doing a lot of thinking about a lot of things
usually, im the first person to say
i dont want to leave high school, i cant imagine leaving
but lately, i just dont know
i want to go away, because im ready to meet new people, make new friends, and have amazing new experiences at State (hopefully colorguard!! :D)
like, there are times like these, MSBOA, that i know ill never forgot, and i dont want to leave these times
and i dont want to leave my amazing friends either
but im excited for college in a way
yet sad at the same time
mixed emotions...too confusing
also, i feel like a loser.
honestly, i miss the way things were before
i dont know, to me, everything just seems
all messed up, it doesnt feel "true"
like during marching band season
around the time of katelyn's party
everything, just felt "right" and "true"
using those words kind of loosely but i think u get it
i dunno
it did
if that sounds lame to you
then fine. whatever.
you have your opinion lol
and for another thing, i feel like an idiot
like, for whatever reason
it wasnt good enough
or wasted some unseen opportunity
or maybe even it was just an idiotic action on my part
whatever, i guess its not good to worry about the past, right?
easier said than done.
haha, this post started off happy then kinda drifted...oh well lol
<33 Sarah |
